to look beyond...

(1) i took upon myself a thrill a task a risk self discovery to look beyond i cried i was the only one who liked myself illusions destroyed i lost the only admirer i ever had i m lonely i m tired scared (2) center me i myself what futility think of u we us all are faulty compassion comprehension sadism or perhaps masochism call it what you may i really do not care do not mistake me i enjoy this