melancholy....

i blackened my eyes till they looked as black.. oh black as the night ocean..
i blushed my cheeks till they burned their way through and ate me up...
i bled my lips till they dripped my whole heart out...
i draped myself in pale red...
knowing full well it was what you liked...
i ran to meet you...
fighting them who stood against...


only you never came...
only you never meant to come....

mai best frend...

Her naime is Koel. She s 19 yers old...tre yers yungr t me... but we ar best frends... she levs t saime boks as I do..ar favrit bok s 'totochan'... my moma yused t reed it fur mi.. ar musik taists difer tho... she levs rok! i haite it...

oooh... but she s reel fun... she kin maike u laf.. kry... just as it soots her... n i cant eva furgit t taimes wen she has bin ther fur mi..

loog taime bak, no won yused t tok t mi..everywon yused t say i wes mad... den she caime... she wes .. no.. is d best...

evun today sumbudy throo stons at mi.. they also tide things t my skirt .. n i maide loud souns wen i walkt.. they laf at mi.. i yused to kry.. a loot.. eerlier.. but nouw i m faine... i hav u .. so wot if they cant see yu.. so wat if they tink i am tokin t nobody.. so wat if they tink i m mad...

i don caire.. i hav yu.. mai best frend...

a girl...

i heard a big bang to my left... i jerked my head to see what it was... and then i saw her... a tiny, brown girl with matted hair and large eyes... a shopkeeper was shouting at her... she just looked on...

i went close to her, bent down and smiled... she had broken the vase kept outside while running behind a kitten... she looked at me with those large eyes... and then looked away...

i tried to hold her hand... she jerked it from me... i paid for the damage... she didnt react... just looked on...

i left... and then i felt a tug on my skirt... she was standing with her palm outstretched... asking me for money...